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Tuesday, July 03, 2007

My life...
Life is starting to get EMO for me..
I dun like EMO but i have got no choice.
Kelvin started to avoid me, i feel like an idiot.
1d guys dun like me. Its okay.
They even put coloured pieces of papers on my table.. =(
nth to say.
After school is like a nightmare to me.
Going home alone.
ALONE!
No one.
I almost cried at Tampines interchange today.
I'm like invisible man to Esther now.
I dunno why.
I feel sad.
NO ONE! No one is there for me.
I hate this life.
I may just end my life anything.
I am trying to be strong.
I could have cried out loud anytime today but i didnt.
I actually didnt want to post this.
But thats the only way to destress.
I staring to cry.
Tears flow.
Why cant i have a really good buddy to talk to??
I have got lots of frens.
But dun realli have a real good one.
=(
Youth Day was nightmare to me too.
No one date me out.
ALONE!
SAD.. CRY! I was lonely and felt useless on SUnday nite when no one msg me.
Now, my phone seldom rings.
=(
Who is a true fren??'
AM i being very Dao??
Am i proud???
Why does 1d guys hate me??
So what in being gay??
SO what???
So what is i dun like and i hate to talk to them..
SO what!
Must they really do all those stupid and idiotic stuffs behind my back.
I hate my life.
U may just see me tml after school at popular..
choosng a enknife to cut my self..
Thats what ppl do..
Thats what i laughed when ppl do..
But now.. i understand their feelings
IT sucks.
WHo loves life like this way.
I am so depressed and sad and =( that in the moring b4 sch i only had a horlick drink
and uring recess i only had a can of milo...
I am really depressed..
This is good to lose weight but its really sad emotionally..
i hate this....
Should i really jusst get some sleeping pills and swallow all of them...
The only way to escape is Sleep..
No worriess...
Ending my life would be a good choice..
Bye guys....
I would just leave anytime...

Blessing to all

11:19 PM
**Jovan aka Koshiru
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